The job and some time is helping me feel a bit better about things and life. Its amazing how just being busy helps perspective. I think its because there is just less time to think but maybe thats not a bad thing either. I just realized that I am starting to feel excited about things again. I cant wait to go shoot (models needed...) and more importantly, get back in shape. I have kinda gone down hill in the last year but I have to start changing that too. I also want to get back to my apartment to start writing some music. I have had that goal for about 4 years now but never really tried my hand at it. I always start to write something, get side tracked, play some random shit for a couple hours, piss off the neighbors, talk to the cops, and lose complete motivation to continue. That means doing the writing in the middle of the day...lame. Oh well...

Oh yeah... I got my deviant dollars from the Story of a Nude contest and ordered myself a couple t-shirts. Thats pretty cool... Ill have to upload a "da action shot" Also, as I mentioned in my previous journal, if you live in San Diego, Las Vegas, New Orleans, or Orlando, I am going to visit those places for sure. I would love to hang out with some deviants, maybe shoot, whatever... I have a friend flying out from Tech to drive back with me and it would be cool to meet up with some of you for the LOLs

Im off to starbucks... gotta get all cracked out and go sell some cell phones

Jason